I wish i had arms like that Hindu deity

It's amazing how i can be surrounded by so many people and feel as if I'm going at life alone.  I feel like i  can't keep up, like im drowning in homework,  housework,  feedings, dinners, diapers, lack of sleep, messes......i know  I am dealing with no more than any other wife or mother. But I'm not any other. I don't think I was cut out for this gig!  I don't know what I'm doing half the time and I am ashamed of my thoughts and actions. I need some help or some sleep. Sleep would be good too!